Tuesday morning

I hate mornings anymore. I didn't get any sleep, and am still having my visit from aunt Flo. You know my body is a freaking mess. If I'm getting said visit then i feel like crap, which I'm sure most women do, and i tend to forget how since i have a visit maybe 6 times a year. I remember in high school i had horrible cramps that left me bed sick for days, to where my momma would give me hot water bottles and things like that to make life more bearable. Its weird the little things we remember from childhood. I remember being super sick in high school, my freshman year, i was bedridden for like almost 2 weeks. It was horrible, mom didn't know what it was, and i felt like i was dying. I don't remember if i was vomiting or what but i remember Laura Coons and Joe Gonzalez being the only friends of mine who came to visit me. I remember being stuck in bed, super sick, lost lots of weight, and felt like i wouldn't make it through. I remember crazy wicked ear infections from when i was a little kid, elementary age and still to this day have ear sensitivity and tend to always get them when i get a bad head cold. I remember a vicious flu I've had maybe 6 times in my 27 years, that when i was a kid left my head spinning and my balance off.


Back to the present. I can't wait for the hubby to get his CNA certificate and start working there. I hope he decides what he want to do for the rest of his college career. I think a research doctor would be a great career for him. He's smart and he'd continually learn, or nursing, his momma, aunt, grandma and father all got their degrees in nursing, i think he should do the same.
So i made some pesto spaghetti with pine nuts for lunch with some sugar snap peas and garlic bread. It was so cute watching my son eat spaghetti. He just piles it in his mouth.



I got a picture of it above.


I swear, this little guy is so stubborn. I think its all kids, but honestly i can't just lump it on them cause i think its a human thing.


So... i'm watching maury right now. I swear some people are just so trashy. If you don't want to be faithful to someone don't let your relationship get to the extent where you are supposed to be faithful to someone. Retarded.


So... its creepin toward naptime so i'm going to run. I'll probably post tomorrow as well or maybe later today.

fun fun

So.. its 10:41. I'm kinda drunk but not too much. Been feeling light headed a lot the past few days. Not used to it but it could be my monthly bill. It's nice to have somewhere to talk freely.

My babies are in bed... my son tried to stay up. He's very stubborn, always trying to get a freezer pop out of me and saying "momma word world" i swear. Little kids go through such stages. He was enamored with Elmo for a while, then he decided that he wanted to watch a Sid promo video that came with a word world DVD my hubby bought at hyvee. Then he was enamored with a few snip its on the video, word world, shrek (day in and out for nearly 3-4 months) then Cars (for nearly 3 months) now he's stuck on finding nemo. Its adorable but at least the little guy has taste.

My hubby is between jobs. I swear security companies are just full of BS. I don't' get why they are pissing him again, the reason he wasn't working cause they have incompetent employees. He may be a slacker but he's a good worker. Definitely a big guy that in a security position is an asset.

I'm drinking me a vodka and Pepsi with a little cherry grenadine in it. My eyes are crying an my head is throbbing. Maybe i should go to a doctor or something. It could be my prescription to my glasses. They told me to get them replaced in two years and its been almost 3 since i went in. The fact that i don't wear them when i am supposed to probably isn't helping anything. I swear, us as humans even though we know we shouldn't do things, even though we are educated and know what is and isn't' good for our bodies, especially as a medical transcriptionist student who reads and understands many things about the human body should follow some of the most minor pieces of advice they dish out. I mean don't get me wrong. I hate doing some things, like obvious things. But you know how it is. Most individuals don't heed the doctors advice unless they are dying.

So... I'm watching a movie called Away we go with Maya Rudolph (gorgeous, absolutely gorgeous and John Krasinski from the office) and its rather entertaining. Actually really good, kinda bummed that the hubby missed it while he did rent it. I told him i have never seen Casablanca and he says its an excellent movie, so tonight he rented it from me from Blockbuster. See i love red box for the 'I'm going to watch it tonight thing' but if you aren't' sure blockbuster is the way to go!

Hey I'm just gonna throw this out there, don't' wait until your 30s to have babies. Some of us wait, but the body might be willing no matter what age premenopause, but if you wait too long, you won't get to have them folks! Remember, 100 years ago, girls were having babies at 13. There are reasons, not only their life expectancy, that's our prime, be selfish and wait til you have your money or whatever and you will wish you wouldn't' have! Parenthood is wonderful folks, while it is trying, if you wait too long you'll be dissapointed and regretful!

Well i can't think of anything else at the moment. I'll add some more tomorrow. Good night folks. Sleep well or enjoy the start of your new day!